Thursday, April 27, 2006
The Long Awaited Entry
I promise to give you a good, lengthy; long winded rant about everything last Sunday and apparently I did not. No surprise that I'm a forgetful bloke eh ?
Well, as you know this whole week, or rather the past 2 weeks, I've been damn free. And what do people do when they are damn free and they don't have anything to do... ,i.e. no PSP, no iPod ,and only some comics to entertain them... that's right, they start getting really pensive and start having really perpetual thoughts.
So what do I have to say to you? To give it some general structure, I'll give you some of my heartfelt thoughts and then I'll tell you how my week has been.
Pam, I don't know what you think of me as your bloke, but I can safely say you have been great. It's been a smashing five odd months with you. Everytime I see you, it just makes me smile. Though I may not express it all that well, but really you have changed my life. I haven't always been the most positive person, neither have I been a very bearable person to live with,especially so in the months leading up to me meeting you. Friends were getting increasing annoyed with my neurotic behavior and eccentric moods.
But Nov 12 , that evening. Something told me. Someone moved me.
You.
I wasn't always a good boy as you know. And even in our early months, I must admit, I did ponder once or twice how it'll be like to be with someone else (not Elizabeth, so don't get all jealous) but as we grew closer both in physical and emotional intimacy , as we share our happinesss , our indiscretions even our deepest darkest secrets and worries... I felt bad. I felt that I was not doing you justice. Thus I've changed.
You , and only you, have made me into this mushy ; homely lad who wishes nothing more than to share a nice afternoon , earl greys and scones in tow, with my loved ones. I want you to meet my granny so bad, cause I'm sure she'll love you as much as i do.
I'm tired now. and you're bored to bits sitting on the bed. I'll give you updates on the week another day.
p.s. i had a strange dream which involved loads of zombies. Stay tuned.
"
I loved and lost my fair share in life.
But in you, I have only love and found
More of that love, everytime you smile."
Kenneth Goh 1984- God knows when
getting poetic at 2000HRS 27th April 2006
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musicraze winks
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