Sunday, June 18, 2006
Pensive-nessI logged in only to realise how long I haven't written for my princess. Well, I'm in a very pensive mood so here goes.
Firstly, I'll like to address some frivolous issues.
A) Yes i love you in that top and yes i have reserved it with topshop
B) I do enjoy our shenigans(bad spelling)
C) yes to reassure you again i do love you.-smiles in glee-
Yesterday was splendid. Despite having to put up with some nonsense from you-know-who in the afternoon, a otherwise dull and boring afternoon is made so much more enjoyable and tolerable with your presence. Spending time together always makes me feel our relationship is stronger than i give it credit for. It's incredible how much you let me get away with sometimes and yet at other times, you pull the rein in and show what you're made of.
on Korea:
if put simply, that you should ever doubt my faith in you and in us, I will be here for you. Through all the stuff you might have to go through. i have been here for you, i had been here for you and i will be. i'll miss your smile, your reassurance, your kisses, your inane whines and fancies and your pouty requests for me to send you home. Be in the know. I will be a better man because of you.
on my History:
i know i havent told you this but i do still hold J close to my heart, not as a love but a lost friend. And i m hurting everytime ( very rarely tho) i think of the friend i lost in her.
I hate to think how things would be when Eugene is gone to and when you're gone because of the times and memories i have with either of you.
i m worried too. insecure even. i just try to hide it.
on Lolita:
i like the concept of it but like i said, its so hedonistic so carnal . yet it feels nothing like that.
pam, as you would be the one leaving this time, i seem to be more worried than i was before when i had to be the one to leave the country .
on August:I always had a love-hate relationship with this month of the year cause its my birthday/dad's/ loads of stuff.
and i m glad you'll still be around
lastly
on Us.
I think i have seriously fallen. i care too much for you with my heart that should you not be careful, i might once again be a crestfallen victim of Fate and Love.
write well, i do not. fingers crossed about us i most certainly am.
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musicraze winks
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